我的朋友说我不是一个好儿子你明白我说是我理解他说我不去看我的父母经常和我说是我知道即使我住在同一个城市,他说也许我将去那里一个月一次或者更少我说哦,是的他说最后一次我去看我父亲我说最后一次我看到我的父亲他说最后一次我看到我父亲他是问我关于我的生活我做了,他进了隔壁房间的东西给我oh I say feeling again the cold of my father's hand the last time he says and my father turned in the doorway and saw me look at my wristwatch and he said you know I would like you to stay and talk with me oh yes I say but if you are busy he said I don't want you to feel that you have to just because I'm here I say nothing he says my father said maybe you have important work you are doing or maybe you should be seeing somebody I don't want to keep you I look out the window my friend is older than I am he says and I told my father it was so and I got up and left him then you know though there was nowhere I had to go and nothing I had to do